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pitch black joy

"i was playing and then i came in to eat supper"
joshua (5)

silent  days sleepstill nights
scatter my heart
with criss-cross tracks
of  yearning

here over there impatient  

patience

standing
                 over
                 
                              o u t s t r e t c h e d
ground

hope
 
lies in the grave

dirty knees and all calling 

calling 

come 
       
       home
* * *
         mom

"I'm going to be myself. 
I'm going to be the real me,
not the mask I put on
for the world or my day to day life.
I don't want to hide behind something false anymore. 
I have been scared to
show the real me to people because
I don't want to be an outcast.
Inside I have a heart that longs to love."
            Joshua (letter)

  Unonymous
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(for Joshua)

you lied down
opened your eyes

washed over
your own tears

wrongs with no fault
we anyway are the "they"

blame has no self

your heart beats with

why
why not

and more of the

  If

 ***
Song written and recorded by Joshua's aunt and uncle,
Molly and Lindsay Jameison.



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